What is coming up right now
is that one does not have control over anything...though it seems that one
does...one does not.One of the first
things that was revealed to me by my Teacher is that your hands are not your
hands...it is twelve years later and this is only beginning to dawn as a
When does it dawn...usually
around the same time that there is a concern that one "can do"
something.This has been a gift in the
dawning of "there is no you."When there is a depression or a desire for something to be some other
way than how it is...there is a deeper pushing to look and see
"who?"Who wants things to be
some other way?As this becomes more
obvious that there is no one to make anything any other way...then there is a
relaxing into what is.
When things are going the
way the "you" would want them to ...then there is no push to look and
see and one can "think" that they are now in charge.But when there is anger and frustration and
desire to change things...that is when one will look.That is when one must look inside to see if
they exist.As you look...something is revealed
This whole life for me has
been a running to or a running away from what is actually happening.However, recently, there is just a being in
it...which is how it has always been anyway...however this being in
it...dissolves the identity. When you
see ... Know ... that the hands attached to the body are not your hands and
that the body is not yours either...you will begin to question...to whom do
these hands this body belong.In this
investigation...which maybe quick or maybe long...however in this investigation
... you will begin to see Emptiness and you may say at this time "who sees
Emptiness or how can one see Emptiness (it sounds like a contradiction)"
however you must investigate to See.
These hands can type to you
that it is possible...however they cannot show it too you...you must look...you
must ask and you must wait.