You already are where you are going … This is not something that one can use the mind to understand. The tricky part about not involving the mind ... is that if you use the mind, you will think it is the "individual" you doing it and then the True Gift is completely overlook. Instead of the struggle to understand, sit back and relaxed into not understanding. As one relaxes into the Awareness, it becomes more and more obvious that you already Are, where you are going.
You are what doesn't move, has not ever moved, yet are what all things move in. As you pay attention to what doesn't move, you begin to See, not understand ... but See that all of life is coming to you, the body will move but even that is moving in You.
You are walking around, in yourSelf. No matter where you go ... you are still exactly where you are right now.
There are many millions of masked faces of the Self. And yet only One Self (less than one). A mask doesn't change who you Are, it only covers over who you Are.
Discover who is under the mask you wear... and all searches end.